To someone special,

..whom I've dedicated my blog url to.

Hey babe, I chanced upon your blog and I was glad that you didn't change the url/delete it. I read your posts and.. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I wasn't there, I'm sorry that I didn't cared more, I'm sorry that you were alone through the difficult times. But y'know what? You've always been more than a friend to me. Like a sister, someone very very close to me. You're the first person in my 16 years of life that made such an impact on me. Losing you is like losing part of myself. Though I know I can never get it back, but it's worth remembering the good ol' memories. So what if our friendship only lasted for a year or so? The times spent with you are so precious. Because you hardly let people in your world. Perhaps they don't understand you. But I hope, I did. You made me feel special.

I know I've let you down, but I know for sure. I'll still remember you forever. And I mean it.